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Suwekan dluwang iki isih tak simpen dhi
Tulisanmu isih lamat-lamat katon
Dak tamatke dhela ngetung lawang sak kutha
Dene aku kudu metani aksara siji-siji
Saumpama aku kudu mbedhah ukara kang kepatri

Kawedhar ana ing tulisanmu dhi
Blesare kabar kabur kang semawur
Antaraning ati kang ajur mumur
Lan pengarepan marang udan ing wayah sore

Saumpama wit-witan wis kadung rubuh
Katerak rosane angin wayah ratri
Nuli ngaburake angen-angene gegodhongan
Saora-orane isih ana lintang aran sena
Panggonan kanggo sambat lan suwala

Yen sliramu takon ana rasa apa?
Rungokna iba tangise dahana ing ngrawa
Yen sliramu takon tekan sepira?
Dawane ora nganggo udakara mbok menawa

Ya mung kari papat catur sing dadi wuninga
Rubuhing wit-witan ing gunung lima
Banter playuning angin kang nampeg dhadha
Gogroke gegodhongan garing kang kajuwing
Uga barek pengarepe lintang sena

Dhi…
Nalika dluwang iki dak lempit
Lekas udan deres sesore mbendhe
Dak simpen primpen ana sangisore bantal
Muga bisa gae pepeling nganti mbesuk tahun dal
Mbok menawa…

Klaten 14 Jjan 2009

Mbok menawa wis wayahe ya ndhuk
Yen Kanugrahan lan kabegjan wis padha gathuk
Apa maneh kabeh wis padha sarujuk

ananging…

Tak rasakne ana sing beda
Beda amarga ana kang suda
Ora kabeh suda pancen

Ndhuk
Sapa maneh sing ngramut kembang ngarep omah
Sapa maneh sing njangan tahu karemanku
Simbok saiki wis ora patek permati
Dene Bapak ya ora pati gemati

Senthongmu saiki kothong ndhuk
Mak tratap saben aku liwat
Ah bocah iki….

Nyandhak rong dina sesuk
Ameh telung windu tinggal sak warsa yuswamu
ah.. muga-muga Gusti paring berkah lan kebegjan
mring kowe sakloron, dongaku

Kringinan,28 Desember 2008

Sawetara Candra lampah
kabujung nempuhi lakuning warsa

Ibering manuk Kuntul Putih
Rampak rampak saka langit kidul
Kadya mega putih memplak ing gegana
Kaaras sumiliring samirana

Sedhela kedhokan dadi jujugan
Lembuting samirana ewasemana
Dadi lan gandrunge Si Kuntul Putih

Eman dene…
Cleret tahun teka tanpa kanyana
Desa dadi tanpa cara gawe gela
Dene kutha dadi tanpa tata damel cuwa
Cekaking ujar kabeh ambyar

Lakune Kuntul Putih dadi dheyek-dheyek
Ngupadi semiliring samirana
Sing jebul wus tumiyup
Bareng tangise randha lan arek-arek
Nunjang palang kesasar pating blesar

Sepira budimu heh Kuntul Putih
Tutugna lakumu mengetan kidul
Yen wis katon-katonan ing ndhadah
Ana kembar mayang temanten cacah enem
Upadinen lan rumaten kanthi temen

Ilining banyu godhong melathi ing parak isuk
Muga tetulung memanis esemu ing mbesuke
Muga Gusti kang Maha Agung paring pangestu
Ing sakdawaning lakumu
Donga lan upaya iku wis pancen kudu

Klaten,5 Januari 2009

Duh Sri Ganthil..
Delengen esuk iki Sri Ganthil
Swargaloka sajake macak ing mayapada
Padhang jingglang katon sumebyar jareku
Apa maneh rerenggan swaramu Sri Ganthil
Edi peni semanak ing ati

Ewadene….
Ing esuk iki Sri Ganthil
Ana janma sing lagi cepak duhkita
Ana menungsa sing bakal nandang cuwa
Kuwi dudu klerumu ya Ganthil

Krana…
Ana Ujaring kandha
Yen sliramu peksi rajamala
Aja dadi atimu ya Ganthil

Oncating nyawa saka raga
Uwaling sukma saka jroning dhadha
Wus tumata lan ana sing nata
Lan iku dudu sliramu Ganthil

Mulane ya beng…

Aja lunga ya Sri Ganthil
Apa maneh kendhat anggonmu lelagon
Sapa maneh sing arep memaes esukku
Ya mung lelagonmu sing dak antu

Ing ngarep lawang iki Ganthil
Aku panggah nunggu lelagonmu,luweh…
Dene aku kudu ndhudhuk lemah sarean
Mengko awan….

Klaten,30 Desember 2008

heh donya..!!!!
Suweken amba bolong kupingmu
celekna wiyar ambyar maatamu

sak nyari wae
aku ora bakal endha undur…!!!

Hoii mbah denger2 nih, menurut rumor yang beredar, mahasiswa dari kampus yang katanya kampus rakyat yang ada di Surabaya Timur sudah ada yang merelease video mesum indie!! wah peningkatan ini.. siapa yang dah punya videonya???… bagi2 po’o(ha9)!!!!

Menurut penerawangan mbah, kalau warga kampus dan sekitarnya tidak waspada, video macam begini akan tambah marak, pesan mbah waspada dengan gedung asrama yang baru, bisa jadi tempat ini akan menjadi workshop video indie mesum yang menjanjikan.. WASPADA….WASPADALAH!!!!

link: http://www.kompas.com/read/xml/2008/11/24/20355337/pelaku.mesum.diperiksa.polisi

Kemenangan liverpool FC atas Wigan ath. benar2 de Javu setalah mengahajar Man City baca report berikut ini

14:02 GMT : Match Starts
1 min : Wigan kick off the match
1 min : Riera gives the ball away to invite early Wigan pressure
3 mins : Agger attempts to find Keane with a searching ball but it goes out for a throw
4 mins : Alonso is felled by Cattermole, the ref blows for a free-kick
6 mins : It’s a messy start to the match, with a lot of lofted passes flying around
7 mins : Riera finds space on the left to fire in a dangerous cross across the goal face
9 mins : Wigan have made a lively start to the match and are matching the Reds all over the park
12 mins : Alonso regains posession to spark a Liverpool attack, which soon fizzles out
14 mins : Another great piece of play from Albert Riera leads to a Reds corner
16 mins : Pennant switches to the left flank but loses posession
16 mins : Carragher finds Kuyt, who puts the ball out for a throw. Liverpool have really got their work cut out today
18 mins : Alonso tries a pot shot from range, but ex Red Chris Kirkland saves comfortable
18 mins : Gerrard lobs a hopeful pass down the flank for Arbeloa to chase, but yes, you’ve guessed, it - the ball goes out for a Wigan goal kick
19 mins : Pennant finds Kuyt, who can only nod a tame header at the Latics’ rearguard
21 mins : Rafa certainly has a lot to shout about - the Reds boss is out of his dugout and barking instructions at his players
23 mins : An unmarked Olivier Kapo fires in a fierce shot, which Reina blocks
24 mins : Kuyt shoots but fires over by about two yards
24 mins : Kuyt huffs and puffs again in another fruitless Reds attack
25 mins : This match is more Sunday league than Premier League at the moment, Steven Gerrard is working to keep the ball on the ground and play some decent football
28 mins : Robbie Keane ghosts into the box and shoots past Kirkland, but the ball flashes a yard wide at the Anfield Road end
29 mins : GOAL! Amr Zaki: Agger gave the ball away to gift the Latics the lead

mangkel lihat Daniel Agger bikin blunder cemas ::mode on::

30 mins : What a soft goal to give away. Agger’s thoughts seemed to be elsewhere for a moment as he gifted the ball to Amr Zaki who made no mistake to put the Latics in front. Liverpool really need to wake up here
36 mins : Gerrard attempts to set Keane away but the Wigan defence remain steadfast
38 mins : GOAL! Dirk Kuyt: A fantastic run from Agger sets up Keane to equalise for the Reds. What a way to make amends from the great Dane

Daniel Agger pays Back!! grin ::mode on::
39 mins : First Booking: Andrea Dossena:
40 mins : It’s honours even at a rainy Anfield. Things have really livened up now
42 mins : Kirkland collects from a Liverpool corner.
44 mins : Kuyt hits the bar after smashing a well-hit shot from 20 yards
45 mins : It’s real end to end stuff here as the Latics go on the attack again
46 mins : There will be a minimum of two minutes added time at the end of the first half
46 mins : A strong header from Riera goes narrowly wide after an incisive Pennant cross
45 mins : GOAL! Amr Zaki: Another strike from Zaki puts Wigan back in front

Teleeeeeeeeeekkk, amr Zaki teleeeeeeek
14:55 GMT : Half Time Reached
15:06 GMT : Second Half Begins
46 mins : Liverpool get the second half underway
46 mins : The Reds are dominating the play here
50 mins : The referee gives Wigan manager a ticking off for contesting decisions
50 mins : Alonso, Carragher and Agger are really linking up well, but the Wigan defence is watertight as ever
51 mins : Agger strides forward to find Kuyt, who pings in a ball for Pennant on te right
52 mins : The Reds come agonisingly close to equalising after Alonso puts in a great free-kick to find Agger to glance goalwards. But Lee Cattermole scrambles the ball away to keep Wigan in front
53 mins : Pennant finds Keane, who is disposessed by Scharner
54 mins : Pennant chips forward for Gerrard, but the move fizzles out. The Reds number 16 is looking lively here
55 mins : Today’s attendance is 45,868
56 mins : Dossena gingerly gets back on his feet after going down in a heap
57 mins : Carragher puts in a great cross for Keane to head against a Wigan defender for a Liverpool corner
58 mins : Dirk Kuyt shoots straight at Kirkland
59 mins : Riera comes close again and glances wide from a Pennant cross. The Reds are edging closer to an equaliser here
61 mins : Liverpool pummel the Latics rearguard again only for Riera and then Keane to slip at crucial moments
65 mins : Carragher plays in Kuyt, but Wigan lob the ball to safety
67 mins : Gerrard links up well with Riera on the left, but Steve Bruce’s side recover in time to clear
68 mins : Pennant fouls Figueroa - he’s lucky to escape with no booking there
69 mins : Keane is felled right on the edge of the penalty area. It’s a great position for a free-kick here
71 mins : There’s a lot of niggling going on in the box here. Valencia booked
72 mins : Gerrard fires wide of Kirkland’s left-hand post
74 mins : Kuyt looked set to fire in another shot on the edge of the penalty area, but the ball gets away from him
78 mins : Substitution: Nabil El Zhar for Andrea Dossena: El Zhar comes on for the Reds
79 mins : Substitution: Kevin Kilbane for Daniel De Ridder: Former Everton boy Kilbane comes on for the Latics
80 mins : Substitution: Yossi Benayoun for Alvaro Arbeloa:
80 mins : GOAL! Albert Riera: The Liverpool winger scores his first goal to equalise for the Reds. Game on!

HOPE..HOPE…HOPE…..HOPE.. Riera u’re just simply awsome!!!!!! 

83 mins : Substitution: Michael Brown for Olivier Kapo:
83 mins : It’s honours even at Anfield after Riera’s well-hit strike
84 mins : Carragher storms forward to find Pennant, who gets the ball over to Benayoun, but the Israeli can only shoot against a Latics defender
85 mins : GOAL! Dirk Kuyt: Pennant finds Kuyt who fires the ball agains the ground and into Kirkland’s net to put the Reds ahead for the first time in the match

Kunyit I LOVE YOUUU!!!! I DO!!!!

88 mins : Flying Dutchman Dirk Kuyt is Liverpool’s hero here as he puts the Reds ahead against the Latics
89 mins : The Kop is really on song now
90 mins : Dirk drives forward to feed in Keane, who tests Kirkland with a shot
90 mins : There will be a minimum of five minutes added time here at Anfield
90 mins : Comeback kings Liverpool are on the verge of another momentous victory here
90 mins : Carragher heads away
90 mins : Wigan will fire in a free-kick from the left flank
90 mins : It goes out for a throw
90 mins : Alonso heads cleat to set keane away
90 mins : It’s a Wigan goal kick. Not long left now
90 mins : Gerrard finds Keane, who plays the ball straight at Kirkland
90 mins : Substitution: Sami Hyypia for Robbie Keane:
90 mins : Liverpool have won!
15:58 GMT : Match Over

ketika usapan lembutmu menyapa tanganku..
mendinginkan hati dan pikiranku
sebentar kemudian hangat kurasakan
sungguh, seketika itu aku sadar…

(bahwa tandon air diatas atap, hawa panas sekali, air pun jadi hangat deh..:D )

Death is easy to tell
telling the pale smile
and the transparant smile

Those red eyes are keepin’
blue inside, waving
sounds of broken words

next to me he stood
shivered on his feet
chanting mantras

when I’m down and out
it’s her I miss
he said

‘…ku ingin kau tahu
ku bergetar merindukanmu
hingga pagi menjelang…’**

since today or tomorrow
is just absolutely the same
I said

messed upon him
fixed upon everything
Death is hard to believe

**(ingin pulang-SO7)

Sawetara waektu kepungkur, penulis sempat maca buku kanthi judul Mohammed’s Allah kang ateges Allah e Muhammad. Buku gratis kang kapethik/download saka website kagungane Syekh Ahmad Baki piyayi saka Turki kang asring nerjemahke buku karangane Syekh Ahmed Hulusi.

Buku iki kapinujon tinulis nganggo bahasa inggris dadi penulis ya rada grothal-grathul anggone nelaah isine. Ya dimaklumi wae wong penulis kuwi wong jawa totok durung pati teteh lan titis maca kanthi permati buku sing tulisane  nganggo basa Inggris.

Saking grothal-grathule penulis sing maca buku mau, mula ya maklum, antarane telung dina lagi oleh wacan rong bab wae. Ananging masiyo lagi rong bab kang wis kawaca uwis gae kaget kanggone penulis. Mbuh merga saking pintere pengarang apa saking bodhone sing maca.

Konsep sing ditawarke ana buku iki sakjane wis lawas lan wis ana suwe banget ing donya Islam, ananging mungguhing penulis,lagi iki ana buku sing nerangake kanthi gamblang lan cetha konsep iki. Konsep sing dimaksud penulis iki ora liya konsep kang magepokan marang ilmu hakikat ing agama Islam. Konsep iki tekan dina iki isih dadi pro kontra ananging ora ana salahe mengo sethithik kanggo ngungak kahanan njaba.

Saka rong bab wae, konsep sing di tawarke dening syekh Ahmed Hulusi ana beda kang gedhe antarane konsep sing umum lan sing uwis-uwis mungguhing penulis, ananging ora mlenceng anggone ngugemi prinsip-prinsip dasar sajroning agama islam. Sing dak karepke prinsip dasar kayata rukun islam lan iman tetep padha sing mbedakake mbok menawa penafsirane wae.

Kang dibahas kaping pisanan ya iku masalah tauhid, tauhid banget penting tumraping para muslim kabeh. Konsep larangan nyekutokake Allah lan perintah ng-esa-ake Allah ditekanake banget kanggo pemeluk agama islam. Masalah tauhid iki ora kena di tawar-tawar maneh, kang ateges kabeh sok sapaa wong sing ngaku muslim ora kena nindakake apa kang diarani syirik. Kuwi wis sak trep wis cocok antarane konsep Syekh ahmed hulusi klawan konsep sing kalebu umum.

Mbahas masalah tauhid sabanjure ya ora lali banjur mbahas masalah kalimat tauhid sing ora liya La Ilaha illallah kang ateges nora ana sesembahan sing haq kajaba mung gusti Allah. Ananging sajroning buku iki ora kaya mengkono tafsirane lan artine. La Ilaha illallah ing buku iki diarteke lan ditafsirke, “ora ana sesembahan, sing ana mung Allah”, yen di jlenterhke maneh sing jenenge sesembahan yen basa Indonesiane Tuhan kuwi saktemene ora ana, sing ana kuwi ya mung Allah. Allah iku dudu sesembahan, dudu Gusti Pengeran. Allah iku ora butuh di sembah ananging kita kudu ngabdi.

Penafsiran kaya mengkono iku mau jelas-jelas penafisran sing ora umum, ananging kanggone Syekh Ahmed Hulusi pancen ya kaya mengkono anane. Tumrap wong awam jelas penafsiran kaya mengkene iki jelas-jelas mlenceng adoh kaya tafsiran sing uwis-uwis. Tumrape tafsiran sing wis umum lan sing uwis nganggep nek Allah iku sesembahan, Gusti pengeran sing kudu disembah. Tumrape Ahmed Hulusi ora, Allah iku dudu sesembahan lan ora perlu disembah,lan Allah ora butuh disembah. Allah iku Ahad, Somad lan lamyalid sarta lamyulad.Allah ora butuh disembah nanging kudu diabdi, di ibadahi mangkono anggone Ahmed Hulusi njlentrehake.

Di jlentrehke maneh ana ing bab sakteruse bedane antarane nyembah(whorshiped) klawan ngabdi(servitude). Banjur apa ana bedane antarane nyembah klawan ngabdi. Nyembah mono mungguhing buku iki syarate ana loro, ana sing nyembah lan sesembahan(Tuhan/apa wae) dene ngabdi kuwi ateges tindak-tanduk kang kudu dilakoni sawenehing individu kanthi cara-cara tartamtu merga ana posisi sing beda utawa merga ana alasan-alasan sing ngudokake.

Penulis sajak ora pati percaya kanthi jlentrehan kaya ing dhuwur mau lan banjur mbandhingake lan niliki buku tauhid anggitane Imam Abdul Wahab. Bab kapisan di buka lan ketemu bab sing njlentrehake bab utamane tauhid.

Surah sing kaping pisan sing dipaparke ya iku surah al-Dzariyat:56 kang isine”Lan ora Ingsun ciptakae bangsane Jin lan manungsa kajaba mung ngibadah marang Ingsun”

Ing surah iki tembung liya’budu wis sa trep menawa di artekke ngibadah, ngabdi, servitude.

Surah kaping pindho yaiku surah An-Nahl:16, ing kene ana perintah supaya menungsa pada ngadohi apa sing jenenge taghut”Sembahen ingsun lan dohana taghut…” tembung sembahen iku mau tembung asline yaiku tembung ani’budu kang ateges ora adoh saka perintah ngibadah,ngabdi lan servitude iku mau. Nanging keneng apa bisa diartekae sembah,nyembah, worshiped. Kedadeyan kaya mengkebe uga ana ing ayat sing ditulis sabanjure.

Nanging yen digatekke kanthi temenan, yen ana ayat kanthi surasa perintah ngibadah iku mesthi diterusake perintah sing jelas lan kudu di tindakake tumrap manungsa lan jin kayata ing surah al Isra:23-24. Ing ayat iki manugsa diperintahake supaya aja sok pisan-pisanna ngibadah/ngabdi marang saliyane Allah lan ditutugake kanthi perintah supaya tumindak apik marang wong tuwa sakloron. Sing aneh, tembung La ta’budu di artekke ‘aja pisan-pisan nyembah’ kudune rak ‘aja pisan-pisan ngabdi’ utawa ngibadah.

Sing dadi pitakonan apa bener yen antarane Ilah lan abd’ iku pancen padha, ananing yen padha keneng apa ing kalimat tauhid iku tembung Ilah diarteke sesembahan lan ukara abd’,ibadah ing ayat-ayat kang magepokan uga diarteke sembah,nyembah,whorshiped. Kamangka tegese tembung abd’ iku jelas-jelas artine ngabdi, ngibadah, servitude lan tembung ilah iku ateges sembah,nyembah, whorshiped. Lan apa alasane kok nganti tembung abd’ iku diterjemahke dadi tembung sembah. Kudu perlu belajar basa arab sajake :D

Pitakonan sabanjure keneng apa menungsa lan jin kudu ngabdi utawa ngibadah marang Allah?? Ing buku iki sabanjure para maos kabeh dianjurke nelaah surat Al-ikhlas kang dibahas ana ing bab sabanjure kanggo njawab pitakonan iku mau. Nha ndilalahe iki penulis durung sampe maca tekan samono dadi ya critane disimpen dhisik tekan samene, tak nutugke anggonku maca buku soale basane basa planet liya je.